Stressed

I am feeling alittle indifferent today I guess thats how you would say it, I love school and always have it has been my savior from the bad things all my life as long as I could get away from my life and live in another then I knew everything would be alright, but lately things are beginning to change for me I don't feel as great about life as I should Imean I have a beautiful family and we have our share of problems just like everyone else but, it seems as if laely I am just a little on the edge of blowing up and although I try to bite my tongue (ALOT) I am just keeping all that frustration locked up inside of me and it is beginnig to take its toll on my spirit and my flesh.........

Just another day

I started this blog for school and although I don't visit it very much and I don't know if anyones reads it I often find myself coming back here to release some type of stress or anxiety that I am going through at the moment so here is my issue this week. I am married and have been for almost 11 years now, for the past four years I have ben single handedly taking care of everything (bills, kids....) and my husband doesn't see anything wrong with that I only work part time at a job that only pays me $10.67 an hour and I am trying to take care of a family of four this is beginning to get a lot stressful for me and I am getting tired and the more I say I need help the more my pleading goes unanswered, what am I to do? I need help with our economy getting so bad I am afraid that we are going to become homeless that is something that I cannot handle again we were homeless for 3 years already and he just ran off, huh! guess I was dumb for letting heim come back in the first place, but when you have been withthe same person your whole life that's a strong bond to that person we have been together for 20+ years wish Iknew what to do talking just ain't getting it....